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21|Design Student|Lightweight Rower|Heavyweight Eater|
Fashion Lover|Occasional Traveller|Constant Dreamer|
Just a collection of thoughts, dreams & inspiration.

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I got my hair cut today.

So unsure. I also didn’t get a new phone. Sucks.

Are we out of the woods yet?

Are we out of the woods yet?

2:34am

Finally in bed after a quick chat with my flatmate. He just came back from work.

sullied:

i am so jealous of all the people who are comfortable with who they are physically and mentally

degree > rowing

literally just bailed on the race 20minutes ago officially and i have major FOMO but i want a 1st more than anything and it’s time to get my head screwed on and be more sensible. my coach is going to hate me when he finds out. speaking to hannah has cleared my head. she’s so right. i don’t just want to be mediocre at it all. sacrifices are to be made,

I miss you already

Thank you for coming to see me and giving me courage to face reality. Life is just that life and there are highs and lows amongst them. I just need to focus on the positives. Carpe diem.

“A healthy relationship is one where two independent people just make a deal that they will help make the other person the best version of themselves.”

— With all my heart I believe in this.   (via aprilelle)

He replied

& I’m okay. Yet not okay at the same time.

A text

Is all I want..once in a while. Now I may have just screwed it all up…However I’m happy that I was brave enough to just say what was on my mind. The waiting game begins once again…

Oddest dream

I was sitting somewhere perhaps home/office.. Hot seating office. However it was in the future - a dystopian future. You after a bit of staring from a distance came and suddenly you were there in front of me. Came home with me after a wander of the ‘office’ but it was an odd place. I was mad but I wasn’t showing me being mad. You ate fish ? However it was a very odd way of cooking. Like just pressing a few buttons… As I was making it you facetimed but it was more normal just as if like it was just a phonecall - to your mum and your voice went slightly Welsh as you introduced me. You were saying things to her as if you wanted me to hear them.  but i know I was mad but not mad enough to be screaming and shouting. you got off the phone and then i think i raised the issue. i said you can’t just leave me like that and now I’m awake and I find out you’ve finally replied and although we most definitely aren’t in a dystopian world however how i feel in my dream directly correlates to how i feel right now. 

lost. confused. anxious but happy. why am i happy?

j’aime beaucoup

j’aime beaucoup

Last weekend.

My crewmates and I went out as sinners to welcome our novices. these also happen to be my amazing flatmates. We think we coool.

my friends are great.

+ they make me happy.